♥ Saturday, January 30, 2010
call me drama or whatever. sometimes you got to put some mask on your face. the only difference is, how thick that mask is.
i miss all of you so badly. school's starting for you all and everything. you are going to meet new people, if not, going to meet your secondary school friends. but i still got a long period to go. i miss all of you. hmmm maybe i should make something like the "10 promises to my dog" like "no matter what, don't forget me". sounds stupid lol. not like everyone's going to miss me or anything. thanks rieka...
just watched finish one of the most popular thai movies. then got me thinking, not some philosophical stuff. just, thinking of you all. and wondering back if vice versa is true. either dont miss me, busy, dont know what to say. or worse, dont dare talk to me. it doesn't really matter what the reason is. anyway, the movie just make me think about the old times i had with you guys. i suddenly feel emotional again. thought it's going to be over very soon. but it seems like it's going to bug me all the way until june when school starts. stupid enormous insect. plus i'm hungry now. at 3am... it's not like anyone will care anyway. i miss all of you.
cant sleep. supposed to be sleeping 3 hours ago. just been turning around on the bed million times. like you just eat waking pill or something. it's like the eyes are damn sore but you just cant sleep.
"have faith in your dreams and someday
your rainbow will come smiling through
no matter how your heart is grieving
if you keep on believing
the dream that you wish will come true"
this only applies to possible-to-become dreams. but a little wish like "please talk to me." is it an impossible-to-become one?
2:48 AM ♥