♥ Saturday, October 24, 2009
i don't see any point to continue staying in singapore anymore. at least before this i thought my life here is going to end well. and then suddenly things just happen, in a way that i wished i hadn't come to singapore in the first place. i thought during my last days, i am going to smile, but i was wrong. i AM wrong. i learnt many things here, i grow up here, i get to know friends here, and i have always thought my life has always been wonderful in singapore. i was wrong. it has turned out to be more than just horrible, it's turned out to be fucking horrible. if i can, i would just get the earliest flight back to thailand and forget every single thing that has happened here. i hope, all these are just illusions. it will go away, and again, i was wrong.
maybe i am just trying to attract attention... a total loser.
8:40 PM ♥