♥ Wednesday, October 14, 2009
haven't gone to school for the past, how many? can't remember LOL. finally feel like blogging. I'M SO SERIOUSLY ADDICTED TO MY CHILDHOOD GAME! (well if you count 11 years old a child) and i don't think i'm going to stop that easily like last time, and the worst is o levels is just 2 more weeks. -_-
just read annabel's and rieka's blogs, and well, maybe i still don't have the same feeling as rieka. though my grandfather passed away 5 years ago, i didnt feel anything much cause wasn't close to him in the 1st place. i only know, of his 6 children, my mother cried the longest, my youngest uncle cried the loudest, my 2nd and 3rd youngest uncles had got the worst facial expression ever, while my 1st uncle remained strong to support everyone. but worst of all, my grandmother. imagine someone who's been with you for almost the whole entire life and then all of a sudden... your parents are the same. they have been with you since the very milisecond you were born, and yet some people still just want to scold their parents, well, i can't explain as well as annabel, so GO READ YOURSELF. i just have a few words to say. they are seriously, fuckingly shameless and ungrateful.
anyway, sometimes, secrets are meant to be let out, either willingly or reluctantly. and i guess i'll be ok if that really does happen.
4:43 PM ♥