♥ Thursday, July 9, 2009
I can't bear to see the last day of school. My life, my friend... all gone. perhaps, this is the bad point of being a foreigner after all, being so close to friends but in the end, all these are just like a dream, although you know they are the happiest moment in your life, you just know that it's an illusion. Obviously enough you wont expect a friend who doesn't see each other for, say, a year to still be as close as last time. They got to move on, find new friends, and somewhere in between forget about you. It's like a cycle. People who never study in other country will never understand this feeling. And the worst is when your friendship ends before that last-day meeting come. Life is going to be so much different to me but obviously, not to the people in their own country. They still can keep in touch with their friends. But us? that kind of thing is just a dream, just an illusion. Maybe this may offend some people, i'm not sure, but it's a fact that we all foreingers just have to accept it. We WILL cry during that last day, we WILL hug each other and we WILL say "i will always miss all of you". but, the fact is, how long does that "always" last? Yes i'm excited about the graduation night, i'm excited about the coming prom night and everything, but at the same time these celebrations also mean something that i'm going to lose forever and i just don't wanna wake up to realise the fact anymore
sigh....
11:31 PM ♥