♥ Saturday, July 25, 2009
For the past few weeks i dont even feel like doing any homeworks, studies or even going into msn to chat. Everything just feel so boring to me. the only thing that can really keep my mind from wondering around is dota. not to mention i lose most of the time. perhaps haven't been resting well enough? or maybe exam's coming? but for the past 6-7 years i have never felt nervous during exam period before, neither do i feel so restless i have to sleep all the way from 10pm like some people. perhaps it's just my boredom, that's why i go to junction 8 almost every night. to kill time and have some proper time with my own self (the room's too cold to be my time-killer but i dont wanna waste my air-con-on period). feel like taking a walk now even though it's 1am. i just feel so.... i dont know...been carrying this heavy mass for so long, it must have probably changed my personality. can't be exactly as high as before. even playing bridge. i'm absolutely sure i used to really scream on top of my lungs "annabeeeeel" oh well, can't help it la hor... hmmm or rather i dont bother to do anything to change it? maybe the old feeling has come back to haunt me. hahaha, but surely this feeling's gonna go away in no time. just like it used to. that's why we must always think positive, don't expect too much from people who try to ignore you, but still answer back nicely when they have no chance to escape.
12:54 AM ♥